it hurts me to know i'm hurting you.
by just being myself..
there's nothing in this world i want more than you. nothing
please darling...
but tell me now where was my fault, in loving you with my whole heart
lead my to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life

i hate the distance
i wish our life was like a disney movie
but its not~ so i dont know what to do

please tell me you'll never leave,
and please don't fall asleep

I feel tired. I feel tired, sad, upset, depressed, alone, unloved and most of all fat and so ugly.
And it's all my faulth
I shouldn't mess around like this
I want to run away
I want to get away

11:11 pm. Over & over & over again.
Nothing ever happens.
Coldness everywhere I go.
Heartless everyone I know.
Useless that's what I am.

baby im coming home to you

School's fucking out for good!
I couldn't be more happy.
This summer will be something to remember.

I am ugly. I am fat.
and I will look horrible in my dress tomorrow.

I've told myself thousand times; tomorrow. After this night. Next week. Soon.
but no matter how hard I've tried
nothing ever happens. I'm still ugly. I'm still alone.

See you in 2 days, toilet.

I'm destroyed and a total basket case. Doomed.
They think I've been self mutilating
but only way I could mutilate myself is by letting you touch my skin
your finger tips burn hundred times more than the sun.

Doesn't matter how loud I shout,
Nobody hears me.

can't you hear me screaming after you?
oh how much i loved.

I try to listen to random songs that don't remind me of anything.
But it's hard because every song reminds me of you.



''The longer that we stay apart/ The longer every mile''

How can you miss someone
who you hate so much?